love of my life

love of my life

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Tomorrow is almost here!



This is the stage of our baby/babies right now (8 weeks)


It's been a long week. Subzero temperatures means we've been inside all week without going anywhere and I've been counting down the days to my first ultrasound. MOPS was cancelled today because the schools were on a 2 hour delay and I was so looking forward to an outing! I am anxiously excited to finally get this ultrasound tomorrow at 10 AM. Is there one or two babies safely growing inside of me? I can't stop thinking about it and am so ready to know.

If I am totally honest I have to say that I would prefer just one baby after raising one set of twins. Doing twins again is slightly terrifying and so is the thought of being pregnant with twins.We transferred two embryos because we wanted to give both babies a chance at life knowing each embryo only has a less than 50% of surviving. Ultimately we know God is in control of life. He knows what is best for our family, and I trust that. I don't wish for one of these babies to die or not live so I guess it's hard to describe my desires. I guess we will just have to wait and see what tomorrow reveals. More than anything I hope and pray that we will see at least one healthy, growing, thriving baby and see the flickering of his/her tiny heart!

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