So many kind and wonderful people have been so gracious to me this week. Each person I have shared our journey with has been so excited and encouraging. So many people have prayed for us and are praying for us and these babies. I am mostly feeling relieved to be at this point, to be looking forward to next Thursday morning.
To sum up how I'm feeling I would say I am hopeful but realistic. I am very aware that we may get to the end of this journey with no baby to snuggle and no pregnancy to experience. But, I am also so excited about the fact that these babies have a great chance at life in a week. I completely trust the Lord's sovereign will for us and our family. That doesn't mean I won't grieve if I end up miscarrying, but ultimately it will be okay because God will give us the kids we are supposed to have and He will allow the embryos to live if He chooses to. That is something I have learned over the past 5 years of infertility, foster care, and adopting the girls. Through those challenges the Lord has moved in our lives, changing and molding us and for that I am so thankful.
So, I will continue with the meds, the prayers, and the planning of our trip to Detroit with excitement, hope and faith. Next Thursday will be here before I know it!
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